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Actually i am ashamed to tell you this but i am getting killed by this everyday..

I dont know , while watching porn  from so many Years( (7-8)  years ).why i particularly started watching anal sex category . When i started thinking about it i suddenly realised that people watch vaginal sex but  why i am the only one who prefers to watch anal sex more than vaginal sex
I know it is very shame full .but i need to know that whether i am normal or not .. one thing more i will add to this is that i had a girl friend about   6 years ago.  we actually didn\’t  indulged in any kind of sexual relationship but i had some physical touches with her(kisses , hugs ) .. i dont know why after so many years my mind wanders around her my mind creates an imaginary world where me and my gf is having a sexual intercouse And that too with anal sex too ..  every time my minds  triggers such thoughts i am actually forced to masturbate
This is what is happening to me i am getting trapped inside this loop all i just want that my mind doES\’nt create such vulgur abnormal thoughts
My age is 23
PLEASE HELP !!!!!!!

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